Monday, March 30, 2009
My Birthday
So I'm now 30 and it sucks. I cried last night. Wish I could say I'm being as upbeat as Becky is but I'm not. Plus my class welcomed me with, "Happy Birthday, you're old." Thanks. Just what I needed. I almost cried. Thirty seems like such a barrier between youth and adulthood. I just don't see anyway I can justify calling myself a kid any more. And I'm not ready to be an adult yet. I thought I'd be married and maybe have kids by now and it sort of feels like I'm a failure because I'm not. Which I know sounds selfish because I've had so many other good things come my way. Ugh. Now I'm just rambling and whining. So Happy Birthday to me.
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Happy Birthday Suzanne! I'm over 30 myself, I can relate. :) Hope your day gets better!
suck! i'm sorry you're having a hard time suzanne! i personally think 30 is fantastic on you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Oh, Suzanne. If only you knew how I envy you. There are times when I'd love to just be single, and have me and my dog to worry about, go out whenever I want, not have to check in with anyone... I really think that you are a great person, amazingly talented and successful, and such a good friend. I'm so glad that I know you. And I don't mind one bit that you are 30!
And I think your kiddies owe you some treats for being mean and nasty! Or just send time to me for Think Time. Grrr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLIE! Seems like I'm a day late...why do I ALWAYS think yours is the 31st!? UGH! Love ya!
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